Let's talk about a story.. My story..

Labels: Daily Entries., Daily Notes., Her., Movie., Sad., Thankful.

I love working nowadays thus I planned my schedule as pack as I can. I'm only free on this coming sunday and next coming monday, next tuesday to sunday will be packed with work and till then, I won't be free at all :)


I love traveling on foot thus I walked home from "Chinese Garden" MRT station today. I took an hour, no lesser or more than it to find ways with road signs and directory from people working around the stations :)


I love tiring myself out like hell thus I do all these very recently. It kills my brain cells to think about things which I don't dare to think about, at least giving me some time to adapt to such things and feeling :)


Sometimes, I really love this feeling, getting really tired out..
I hate to think, it makes myself complicated.
I hate to think, it makes myself look like a idiot.
I hate to think, it makes myself feel like a fool.
I hate to think, it makes myself to regret terribly.
I hate to think, it'll only worsen my days/nights.


At this current moment, I only want to sleep, perhaps giving myself the longest bedtime ever and when I wake up, the same sequence repeats again!


Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Work - Home..


I'm also having irregular meal-time, feeding on light meals at the start of the day after I wake up and with just fruits or even lighter meals at the end of the day before I go to bed. Yes, I'm losing weighs! But I'm working out at the end of the day every night to keep myself in shape for work too!


I don't like to speak recently.. I feel like a stranger or loner at work sometimes but I enjoys it somehow! The only people I really interact with is customers. I realized, it's always better having people to just talk to you for awhile and let them go off the next minute, at least you will feel least disappointed. No, I'm just refering it to any thing but it's just what I really realized and hey, maybe it's better off that way?


At the end of the day, yeah maybe I'm at loss.. But see, I realised, I don't give a shit anymore as long as I'm tired out.
Yes, I have no social life anymore for now.
Yes, I'm a no-lifer but it's not really a bad thing because I get paid for being so no life.
Yes, I'm tired of living at the same time while getting paid (LOL!)
No, I haven't give up on life yet because if I do, I wouldn't be writting all these bullsh*t!
Alright, I need a break from all these! Next post next time!


Ciao.

Labels: Daily Entries., Daily Notes., Funny., Her., Sad., Thankful.

Your happiness is definitely more important.

Labels: Daily Notes., Her., Sad.

GENTING!
Everything is long overdued. Genting trip quite awhile back then from 16th Nov to 19th Nov, 4 days 3 nights trip :) Had great fun there, singing karaoke for the first night, themepark-ed on the 2nd day although most of the fun rides was down when we're there but wandering around there at night could be awesomely cool! Not to forget celebrating mom's bday among ourselves while we're there on the 2nd day! Glad that the plan went well and she was moved to tears :D Haunted adventure was quite lame but they had not a bad attempt trying to scare people hahahaha!












Prom!
It wasn't that great on the event itself, most of the time spent talking and chilling out among ourselves when we're having the dinner. Other than that, photo taking. OH yeah, meet up with Jerrold and the rest after prom for drinking at boat quay! That's when the awesome part comes in! Hahaha although some of us didn't get drunk, some of them eventually did, it was still awesome night spent! Took the 1st train back home and it was really packed! Never will I take the 1st one anymore hahaha!













Work!

It has been good although I only work for 2 days. Hopefully it won't end up like Nike, being held up in too-bored position, whereby you are held in a "dead-position" for very very long time. At least I get to move around much more than being at nike hahaha, I guess I'll say "I'm lovin' it" for now!


It's holidays! I've been going out lately too, trying to find things to do outside but on the other hand, I'm broke as hell! Working for cash other than today, got a call from workplace but turn it down because I already had something on.. Perhaps working on tuesday again, gosh, can't wait to get myself tired out again hahaha! Will post again, perhaps next week or soon!


Ciao.

Always, love.

Labels: Daily Entries., Daily Notes., Funny., Her., Thankful., Vacation.

Today I'm amazed.
Today I'm stunned.
Today I'm shocked.
Today..
I realised that I need to start giving up.
I don't dare to think of the possibles of impossibles, I realised I only want to be there.

Labels: Daily Entries., Daily Notes., Her., Sad., Tears., Thankful.

Labels: Sad., Tears.

This feeling, that strike me down, hog me down.
This constant sharp ache that couldn't be defined.
This thing that bothers me, really is a pain in the ass.


But I will be fine.. I must be..

Labels: Daily Notes., Sad.